Betrayal again
Guess what? People i considered friends banned me from their server two days ago.
They didn’t just ban me, they shit talked me, called me nasty things and revealed private info publicly.
I’ve been friends with then since 2022 after i suffered from recently losing all my irl friends. And they got rid of me.
The reasons? I draw ‘vile zoophile shit’ (which they already knew about for ages but somehow defended me for it when we were all harassed last summer). Then some other cunt said that there’s something so very wrong with me mentally and that ‘im too far gone and wont change’. Also said that ‘i dont believe that i have problems and dont want to get better’
What problems could they possibly be referring too? My trust issues? My social isolation brought about by countless cases of betrayal? No. My problem is ‘i have weird fetishes and draw weird art’. That’s the ‘problem’ they think i have. Acting like shit i do off-site somehow matters and is the grounds for calling me a deranged gooner. I never even brought it up, just kept it off-site. And they were even cool with it. I don’t go around harassing people based on the weird art they draw.
I even talked to them about my friendship problems and they knew i keep getting betrayed over and over and they ironically did the same to me. Also revealed private info. And i know they have been SHIT TALKING ME BEFORE because the other cunt didn’t even ask about it the first time it was brought up. i trusted her to not say shit but she backstabbed me.
I also ‘caused so much drama’. HOW? My reputation is bad because people constantly lie about me and call me a zoo. Someone from the server exposed all of us. Not just me. We were all victims.
‘I bring negative vibes’ fuck you
I hate these cunts so much. Giving me even more trust issues while praying for me to become self aware. I have issues just because people abandon me like they did. Ironic. Karmas gonna get to them and it will be gnarly
Didnt sleep the night it happened :(
Still sad still not over it