Gay or what?

I dunno if i like males in general or just male dragons. Im not attracted to any gender human so idk if that still makes me gay. Asexual towards humans but gay towards dragons?

And yea ive had relationships with guys before. But i really dunno if i was just having them because of ‘ooo this is a new cool thing’ or genuine attraction.

Because whatever attraction i had was related to whatever i was ‘hyperfixating 🤮’ on at the time. Whenever im ‘attracted’ to someone or some character i always try to become them sorta. Like LARPing as my ‘crush’. Which is weird. No one does that. The hell?

So back to the thing. I also dunno about romantic attraction. As i said i had a weird form of attraction where i try to act as closely to my crush as possible. Maybe its me obsessing with their personality or aesthetic. 

Am I romantically attracted to dragons? Hmmm idk. If i did look like one i would want to date one irl. But as a human it repulses me that a dragon would be attracted to humans. Sexually attracted to dragons? No. I may call myself a dracophile but i still to this day dont know what sexual attraction is meant to feel like. Towards humans i feel nothing. No romance no sexual stuff nothing. Dragons? Idk man