I hate my body and porn

Beating a dead horse again. I really despise having to go to bluesky and seeing RANCID FOUL REAL HUMAN GENITALS ON MY FEED. I keep blocking them and blocking the tags but they keep coming up. And i cant make it stop. I need to keep furry porn but real porn shows up too. Its hell

I see it and instantly want to chop my own weiner off. I dont get aroused ever but i still want to just harm myself. Get rid of all the disgusting horrible human genital parts. Fucking disgusting. 

My mom believes i watch porn. I dont. Never have i ever watched porn before and i never will. Its sad and creepy that she thinks i do even when i tell her i dont. She thinks im lying. U know what i want? A smooth hairless ken doll anatomy. No cock no balls no nothing. Not even a prostate. Get rid of all those horrible parts forever. When i was a kid i was very pee shy that i never let my plushies watch me naked. My mom said i turned them around so they didnt face me naked. Always was ashamed of genitals