Retiring the gay label

A bit of beating a dead horse happened and i figured im not gay anymore. 

No. Not sexually attracted to guys anymore. Nor girls of course. Why did i decide this? Because i feel nothing when seeing males. Nope nothing. I love masculinity but humans just dont give me any feelings. I dont think its fair for me to call myself gay when i dont feel anything towards male humans. I think being ace just automatically erases the gay label. I am obsessed with dragons, particularly male dragons though. 

Being ace doesnt erase all my weird paraphilias though. Like the sexual fascination with dragons and dinosaurs. Vore and all the other fetishes remain. Asexual, paraphile is fine to label me as. 

This all being said im not comfy bring called gay, queer or kinky. Im also disconnecting from the lgbt community. Not that ive been in it lol. Pls dont claim im part of it. 

I dont want to be part of a space that’s mostly filled with allos. I also dont want anything to do with gooners, real porn and anything to do with sex, sex toys etc. 

tldr im not gay, im asexual with paraphilias. I like fictional porn for the sake of liking it. I never masturbate, i have ED, I very very rarely get horny, im not attracted to any kind of nsfw. I have an obsession with weird fetishes but i cant be turned on by them. I love dragons and i love seeing them sexualised. Oh and im aromantic too